Anyway, I'm drop dead at the moment...
My body's not cooperating with me... :(
So, here it is, my play list at the moment:
1. Rest stop - Matchbox 20
And I thought, hell if it's over, I had better end it quick, or I lost all my nerve...
a girl kicking out a guy just 3 miles from the rest stop? this song is cool... *smirk*
2. Out from Under - Britney Spears
I don't wanna dream about, All the things that never were, Maybe I could live without, When I'm out from under...
Britney's baaaaaack! *lebay* anyway, I'm under my nyunyimut at the moment... so yeah, I'll catch up when I'm out from under...
3. First Train Home - Imogen Heap
And I can't do any of that here, can I? First train home, I've got to get on it...
Yeah, still the same homesick girl as I always were... Haven't found a better home to come to, anyway... No place like home... =D
4. Berganti hati - Anggun *yeah, she's still on my play list... :p*
Aku ingin pergi, dan berganti hati...
first saw the videoclip on my way back to Solo... heart transplant, anyone? *krikrikrik* *am heartless, anyway...*
5. Anything but ordinary - Avril Lavigne
Is it enough to love, is it enough to breath, somebody ripped my heart off, and leave me here to bleed, is it enough to die, somebody saved my life, I'd rather be anything but ordinary please..
scream baby, scream! never have been n ordinary person, so why would I change to become a normal one? =p anyway, missed singing this song with Heni out loud... *IS IT ENOOOOOOOUGH?????!!!* =D
6. PDA - Backstreetboys *ow, shush...*
Kissing and touching with my hands all over your booty, your PDA...
sang out loud this song in my office, and no one was even giving a smirk... ah, normal office... and sang this song for Dut and Kur2 and they laughed... aaaahhhh, this is the group I belong to... *PDA Kur, Dut... PDA...*
7. Samba Sunda - Bali Lounge
*krikrikrik* no lyric for this, I just loooooove the sound... :)
I just love this song, I don't know why... maybe it's because the complexity of the sound... ah, and I love depapepe's songs as well... superb! *care for a samba?*
8. Lirih - Chrisye
Ingin ku coba lagi, mengulang yang telah terjadi, tetapi semua sudah tak berarti, kau telah pergi...
I left... you left... you cameback... I'm still gone... sorry for the harsh fact....
9. The riddle - Five For Fighting
Here's a riddle for you, find the answer, there's a reason for the word, you and I...
still can't solve the riddle life has brought me... someday maybe, someday... when I start to find the answers... =D
10. Keep breathing - Ingrid Michaelson
I won't change the world, instead I'll sleep...
I like the grey's anatomy though... and this was one of the song there...
11. 3x5 - John Mayer
Didn't have a camera by my side this time, hoping I would see the world through both my eyes...
is it enough to frame things in my mind through my eyes? at the moment, yeah...
12. East coast of Java - Kayon
*anotherkrikrikrik* I also like the sound, hehe...
succeed to send the mp3s of Kayon to mas Andang..nice thingy isn't it, mas? I've told youuuuu...
13. The Ocean - Mae
You've come over unannounced, silence broken by your voice in the dark, I need you here tonight just like the ocean needs the waves...
Michie said Mae was good, and I trust him for that... it's the only thing that I can trust him on, huehehehe... =p
14. Peppermint - Plastic Operator
My peppermint, my sweetest thing, you can not loose 'cos I can't win...
Missed Bali when I heard this song... Sigur Ros from Anind, Maroon 5 from mas Galih, and Plastic Operator from Mylan... way to go, mates! let the studio swaaaaaay!!!
15. Two way Monologue - Sondre Lerche
So start the two way monologue, that speaks your mind...
I like how this song said about spelling names over and over... my name's rather hard to spell... =D and yeah, missed talking to Mum and Pap... =(
16. Last Train Home - Ryan Star (OST PS. I Love You)
And if you wait for me, I'll be your voice when you don't know what to say, I'll be your shelter, I'll be your fate, I'll be forever...
Train and Home... two way to describe me being homesick...=p This one, is something that describes me going home for good, which I don't know when...
16's good... 16 should be adequate...
Sorry, I'm in the state of emosijiwa and capekfisik, so my play list is kinda weird... Well, who cares anyway, right? =)
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TiQi Bo
Showing posts with label pulang. Show all posts
Showing posts with label pulang. Show all posts
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
Bajaj distance walk
kotak-kotak merangkak rapat di muka lambang tiga kali setengah lingkaran
Gadis bulat menyusup, memipihkan diri
Gadis bulat menoleh ke kanan dan ke kiri, seluruhnya tertutupi kotak-kotak
Gadis Bulat berjalan terseok di muka teras petinggi negeri
Teras yang dipalang demi kenyamanan pemilik bukan publik
Teras yang dimiliki pribadi bukan abdi
Teras yang angkuh bukan merengkuh
'Punten bapak bersafari, saya numpang lewat', ujar gadis bulat sambil menenteng sepatu coklat dekil.
Gadis bulat berjalan terseok di muka pagar lambang penjaga keamanan negeri
Pagar yang membentengi mereka bukan kita
Pagar yang membatasi bukan mengatasi
Pagar yang mengakali bukan peduli
'Ndherek langkung bapak berseragam, saya numpang lewat', ujar gadis bulat sambil berjinjit perlahan.
Gadis bulat berjalan terseok di muka petir
Petir yang lebih banyak pet bukan byar
Petir yang kikir bukan mikir
Petir yang selalu naik bukan baik
'Maaf bapak petir, saya numpang lewat', ujar gadis bulat sembil menundukkan kepala, malu.
Gadis bulat tiba di muka 'pride of Indonesia'
Tapi dia lebih tertarik pada kumpulan kotak...
Kotak manakah yang kamu pilih, gadis bulat?
Gadis bulat mengejar kotak sarden kebak wong
Menggantungkan nyawa pada bapak yang sedang menyupir sambil meracuni penumpang dan menghafalkan nama-nama penghuni hutan
Berpegangan erat pada sebatang besi hollow, sehollow pandangan seluruh bangunan yang dilewati
Gadis bulat menoleh
Semua penghuni kotak sarden ini sama,
pasrah pada supir yang pethakilan
berharap dapat sampai di rumah dan bertemu semua yang melepas lelah.
Selamat datang di Jakarta, gadis Bulat.
Inilah yang namanya penggal jalan Pattimura - Terminal Blok M.
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TiQi Bo
Gadis bulat menyusup, memipihkan diri
Gadis bulat menoleh ke kanan dan ke kiri, seluruhnya tertutupi kotak-kotak
Gadis Bulat berjalan terseok di muka teras petinggi negeri
Teras yang dipalang demi kenyamanan pemilik bukan publik
Teras yang dimiliki pribadi bukan abdi
Teras yang angkuh bukan merengkuh
'Punten bapak bersafari, saya numpang lewat', ujar gadis bulat sambil menenteng sepatu coklat dekil.
Gadis bulat berjalan terseok di muka pagar lambang penjaga keamanan negeri
Pagar yang membentengi mereka bukan kita
Pagar yang membatasi bukan mengatasi
Pagar yang mengakali bukan peduli
'Ndherek langkung bapak berseragam, saya numpang lewat', ujar gadis bulat sambil berjinjit perlahan.
Gadis bulat berjalan terseok di muka petir
Petir yang lebih banyak pet bukan byar
Petir yang kikir bukan mikir
Petir yang selalu naik bukan baik
'Maaf bapak petir, saya numpang lewat', ujar gadis bulat sembil menundukkan kepala, malu.
Gadis bulat tiba di muka 'pride of Indonesia'
Tapi dia lebih tertarik pada kumpulan kotak...
Kotak manakah yang kamu pilih, gadis bulat?
Gadis bulat mengejar kotak sarden kebak wong
Menggantungkan nyawa pada bapak yang sedang menyupir sambil meracuni penumpang dan menghafalkan nama-nama penghuni hutan
Berpegangan erat pada sebatang besi hollow, sehollow pandangan seluruh bangunan yang dilewati
Gadis bulat menoleh
Semua penghuni kotak sarden ini sama,
pasrah pada supir yang pethakilan
berharap dapat sampai di rumah dan bertemu semua yang melepas lelah.
Selamat datang di Jakarta, gadis Bulat.
Inilah yang namanya penggal jalan Pattimura - Terminal Blok M.
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TiQi Bo
Sunday, December 21, 2008
Let's see what happened
Post #4, Si Oom finally got mad at me,,, he even kicked the susu kambing chair... sorry for the chaos I have caused, mates...
I finally e-mailed Pak Gary, my boss, to let him know I would resign by the end of November. Remembering how grumpy he could get, I was surprised things went well. I was expecting he would yell at me and say a lot of that f word, but what happened was way better, although he still don't understand why do I have to leave and become a government officer while he sees me as 'enjoying' my career as an architect. As for that question, Oom... I really don't have the answer. If I could choose, I would love to stay in Gfab for another year, before I finally leave somewhere else.
So, Friday morning, I got a conversation with si Oom (Gary), after I sent an email to him the evening before. I told him, that everything happened so fast and I planned to let him know as soon as possible, but he was away for UK. He told me that some persons in the office is going to get promoted (or should I say, punished, hehehehe) to a higher level after new year (catet ya, anak2 Gfab... kalo nggak ada yang dipromosiin jadi principal, brarti posisi itu seharusnya buat gw, hahahahaha...).
So, here's some things Oom told me on Friday:
1. Some people told me that they put their lazy and stupid children in the government office, but you have a fabulous job which a lot of people would envy on that. You work in an internationally known design company!
To tell you the truth, pak Gary... I am stupid and I am so God damn lazy, haven't you realize that? hehehe,,, so, I might suit just fine being a government officer. (Kalo kata temen2 kantor, gw disuru bawa file games yang banyak, biar ga mati bosen,,, hehe, checked, mates!)
2. You should talk to your parents or even argue with them that you don't really want being a government officer, that's what I did. You should know, your parents will always act like you are a teenger forever and they were the ones that should be taking care of you, not the other way around. My parents did that too, and that was the last time I saw my house. If you want something, you should pursue it, even if the God himself stand in your way. If you want, I could give you a reccomendation letter, to show your parents how good you are being an architect. Maybe they think being an architect is not a respectful enough job, but this office is doing so great.
Pak Gary, as you know, I am an Indonesian, and I am not planning to deny that. It's not normal for a child to leave their house if they don't really have to. And as you can see, I'm a female, which make it even harder to just abandon what my family thinks the best thing to do for me. My parents also understand that I really enjoy being an architect, although they might not have fully understand that being an architect is a serious job. I mean, my parents were just like normal parents I suppose, they would like to see me in a proper clothes that people wear to go to work instead of t-shirt, jeans, and sneaker, and they might be a little disturbed if they have to explain over and over again, in which office do I work. it's LABO and then GFAB, mates... hehehe...
3. If you become a government officer, next your parents might ask you to get marry soon and then got pregnant, sheesh... that's not how I picture your future.
Me too pak Gary!!! God, it's a noghtmare! I'll just stop here, being a government officer, and not saying anything about marriage and pregnancy with my parents... the conversation ends here, hahaha...
4. It's not that I'm trying to make you stay, Tikki... well, yes I am... but think about it,,,
I am thinking... but then, I don't even have any brain, pak Gary... And I'm flattered you ask me to stay... maybe if my salary rise 3 times than what I have now? Can I ask that? hehehehe,,,
5. No matter what's your final decission, don't forget to finish the project you're helping...
Yes, Pak Gary... iyeeeeeeeeessss....
And later that day, my colleagues were surprised he didn't yell at all, they have prepared for the yelling and pointing nose things of si Oom... sorry to say it, mates... but that's a female privilege, dear... You guys just can't have it, hahahahahah...
I finally e-mailed Pak Gary, my boss, to let him know I would resign by the end of November. Remembering how grumpy he could get, I was surprised things went well. I was expecting he would yell at me and say a lot of that f word, but what happened was way better, although he still don't understand why do I have to leave and become a government officer while he sees me as 'enjoying' my career as an architect. As for that question, Oom... I really don't have the answer. If I could choose, I would love to stay in Gfab for another year, before I finally leave somewhere else.
So, Friday morning, I got a conversation with si Oom (Gary), after I sent an email to him the evening before. I told him, that everything happened so fast and I planned to let him know as soon as possible, but he was away for UK. He told me that some persons in the office is going to get promoted (or should I say, punished, hehehehe) to a higher level after new year (catet ya, anak2 Gfab... kalo nggak ada yang dipromosiin jadi principal, brarti posisi itu seharusnya buat gw, hahahahaha...).
So, here's some things Oom told me on Friday:
1. Some people told me that they put their lazy and stupid children in the government office, but you have a fabulous job which a lot of people would envy on that. You work in an internationally known design company!
To tell you the truth, pak Gary... I am stupid and I am so God damn lazy, haven't you realize that? hehehe,,, so, I might suit just fine being a government officer. (Kalo kata temen2 kantor, gw disuru bawa file games yang banyak, biar ga mati bosen,,, hehe, checked, mates!)
2. You should talk to your parents or even argue with them that you don't really want being a government officer, that's what I did. You should know, your parents will always act like you are a teenger forever and they were the ones that should be taking care of you, not the other way around. My parents did that too, and that was the last time I saw my house. If you want something, you should pursue it, even if the God himself stand in your way. If you want, I could give you a reccomendation letter, to show your parents how good you are being an architect. Maybe they think being an architect is not a respectful enough job, but this office is doing so great.
Pak Gary, as you know, I am an Indonesian, and I am not planning to deny that. It's not normal for a child to leave their house if they don't really have to. And as you can see, I'm a female, which make it even harder to just abandon what my family thinks the best thing to do for me. My parents also understand that I really enjoy being an architect, although they might not have fully understand that being an architect is a serious job. I mean, my parents were just like normal parents I suppose, they would like to see me in a proper clothes that people wear to go to work instead of t-shirt, jeans, and sneaker, and they might be a little disturbed if they have to explain over and over again, in which office do I work. it's LABO and then GFAB, mates... hehehe...
3. If you become a government officer, next your parents might ask you to get marry soon and then got pregnant, sheesh... that's not how I picture your future.
Me too pak Gary!!! God, it's a noghtmare! I'll just stop here, being a government officer, and not saying anything about marriage and pregnancy with my parents... the conversation ends here, hahaha...
4. It's not that I'm trying to make you stay, Tikki... well, yes I am... but think about it,,,
I am thinking... but then, I don't even have any brain, pak Gary... And I'm flattered you ask me to stay... maybe if my salary rise 3 times than what I have now? Can I ask that? hehehehe,,,
5. No matter what's your final decission, don't forget to finish the project you're helping...
Yes, Pak Gary... iyeeeeeeeeessss....
And later that day, my colleagues were surprised he didn't yell at all, they have prepared for the yelling and pointing nose things of si Oom... sorry to say it, mates... but that's a female privilege, dear... You guys just can't have it, hahahahahah...
Wednesday, April 30, 2008
looking forward to be around them
Hanya sehari lagi,
sebelum gw bisa menghambur ke pelukan keluarga gw...
Banyak yang harus gw sampaikan...
tentang hidup gw,
tentang cita2 gw,
tentang jalan gw...
BIarin dah, gw dibilang menye2 ma temen2 gw gara2 dulu selalu pulang Solo tiap wiken...
teman: 'elu? pulang lagiii? prasaan baru kmaren pulang, skarang uda mo cabs...'
teman: 'woalah, Tik... aku babar blas ra nyongko nek kowe ki gawene mulahmulih wae, lha kowe ketoke koyo ngene, kok yo bolane anak mami'
teman: 'Lu pasti gag bisa ikut kalo kita ngajakin keluar malem minggu ini kan, Bo? pasti lu mlungker di rumah kan?'
teman: '... ya pulang sana... gih... gih...'
dan berbagai komentar lain dari temen2 gw soal seringnya gw pulang.
Sebejat2nya gw, sebebal2nya gw, seautis2 gw, sedungu2 gw, senakal2 gw, gw selalu berharap bisa ada di rumah pada saat liburan. Gw beruntung punya keluarga yang membuat gw nyaman sewaktu gw ada di tengah mreka (Walo kadang gw juga ngambek2an ma nyokap, hahah...).
Boleh aja gw hedon, tiap malam nongkrong, tapi temen2 gw tau kalo jadwal pulang gw susah diganggu gugat, hehe.
Boleh aja gw tugasholic, tiap malem nglembur, tapi kalo bisa, gw bawa tu tugas2 pulang ke rumah, kwkw.
Boleh aja gw kebo, yang tiap hari cuman ngeBo, tapi gw slalu terbayang kasur rumah, hauhau.
Boleh aja gw sarap, yang omongannya ngawur, tapi gw gag pernah ngawur soal pulang ke rumah, yay!!^^
My family always comes first,,,
and they came second too,,,
also third,,
hauhau...
After all, mreka itulah tempat gw kembali, saat dunia luar hancur runyam buat gw. Keluarga gw adalah tempat gw bersandar, mencari ketenangan (tidur) hidup. Mreka yang slalu ada di blakang gw, apapun yang gw lakukan. Mreka yang gag akan pernah pergi dari idup gw sampai gw mati nanti.
Dan kesempatan pulang kali ini, akan gw pake untuk menghisap saripati kehidupan dari keluarga gw, hahahahaahah (ketawa bengis)...
Tunggulah Mum...
Tunggulah Pap...
Tunggulah UngKing...
Another summer day
has come and gone away
in Paris and Rome
but I wanna go home....
(Home- Michael Buble)
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TiQi Bo
Tikki Mahayanti
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