Wednesday, November 25, 2009

A full week with 14 different individuals

After prajab stories, this time, I wanted to share stories of the 7 days I spent with 14 different person... :)

day 1 - always a procrastinator
Bo: *texting Ayyu* hey, if you're on your way to pick me up, lemme know *preparing to get some sleep*
Ayyu: *3 minutes after I texted her* I'm on my way.
*nooooo, my precious sleeping time! Ayyu! you ruin my plans!*

bluetooth from my DSLR?
Mega: I would love to have the shot!
Bo: Sure, I'll bluetooth them right from my DSLR! *smirking*
Mega: Dammit, my cellphone's dead!
Bo: *whoa, she believes that my dslr could do bluetooth?* uhm, awraity then, I'll mobile upload them... :)
Mega: your camera could do that as well?
*krikrikrik... Megaaaa... naive! :))*

Is it possible?
Febri: Ah, no one got a tele... :(
Bo: yeah, mine's as standard as it could be... hey! I got an idea... how about we glue your lens and mine together! would it be a 18 - 110 mm lens?
Febri: :)) nice! let's find that glue...
*wokaaay,,, mas Febri has gone mad!*

I'm always sick, mas!
Febri: so, since when did you lost your sanity?
Bo: hehehehehe... since forever, didn't you know?
Febri: First time I knew you, you look sane...
Bo: I need to get to know people first to show who I really am, mas... and yes,,, me. insane. >:)
*giving Febri a pat on his back... 'maap mas, temanmu ini memang agak gak waras'*

that's for today... I'll continue them... maybe it's better in Bahasa :D

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TiQi Bo
missing what I have lost... it's trully normal, rite?

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

I'm here... I just don't want to be found...

What's the point of feeling lonely? So that you could know how blessed you are having persons in your life... *berasa nyanyi show me the meaning of being lonelynya BSB,,, hedeh... jadul bets... =p*
I'm a loner, Always were and always will...
I disappear before your eyes, and suddenly you can't find me anywhere...
It's not that I am gone, I am always here, I just don't want to be found.

You don't need an effort to push me away
I know it's my time to retreat and step down from my place
I may be hurt, I my felt sorry
But I think you have the right to know who I really am

I am not hiding a stretch of a smile on my face
I will not hide the facts that I enjoyed things that not everybody enjoyed
I will not runaway from the truth

I'm always here, leaving a spot for you by my side, preparing my ears to listen to your stories
If you can't find me anywhere, believe me, I don't want to be found
You just need to sit on your spot tell your stories
Because I am still here, I just don't want to be found

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TiQi Bo

Saturday, November 14, 2009

what if?

what if God replied all my sorrow with a single sentence?
'where have you been, when you're all happy?'
'kemane aje lu, kalo lu seneng?'
'kowe kie neng ndi wae, pas seneng?'
'ale ni pi kamana, kalo ale rasa snang?'

I would have replied with an honest answer:
'I've been forgetting to thank to You at that time'
in 25 different languages if I have to...

and here I am, when I'm all down and wishful...
suddenly remembered God exists.
And blame it all for God's blindness and ignorrance.

What if God answer all my raging madness with a single sentence?
'have you looked yourself in the mirror lately?'
not in words, but by signs I saw in my daily life.

Astagfirullah.
I haven't thank God lately.
by any means or ways.


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TiQi Bo
hey, don't judge me by a single post, mate... You might be surprised of how different I am in real life... *owh, if I even have a real life...*