Thursday, December 15, 2016

No longer 20 something

I read somewhere, that human being is taken into hostage by time, thinking they're always late for something. Animals, on the other hand, are never late. They are always on time. Whatever the time is.
I personally think time is an absurd concept, which were mutually agreed by human being, to torture human mind. Yet here I am, 20 kg heavier since my last post *exaggerating. maybe not. who knows*.
No longer single.
No longer 20 something.
No longer wild and free.

Wednesday, January 14, 2015


Should not try hard for people to like you

Because if you do
You've already proven they're not worth the try

Should not try too hard to impress people

Because if you do
You've already proven you're not worth their attention

But you
Should always try the hell out of you to like yourself

Because in the end
You're alone. You always are.

Thursday, December 18, 2014

What Lies In The Past

I could barely stand, not with the dignity I have left.
I shut the curtain, break the mirrors, curled in the last fortress I know.

It's haunting, preying from the shadows, coming when I let my guards down.
It's always been there, never letting me go.

I learnt to forgive, still it lingers
I learnt to forget, still it strikes
I learnt to move on, still it catches up.

Let me have the scars,
Let me see those pains,
Let me bleed
And let me be.