Wednesday, March 11, 2009

Sometimes you feel the fight is over

I got an sms from Bie few days ago. Quite shocking sms for me. A friend of mine passed away. What's even ironic was that I just read an e-mail about her being sick and going to have a surgery to ease the pain. God always knows what is the best for each and every one of us, so I guess this is just something to show it.
Her name was Gita Trakanitha, student number 28121 Department of Architecture, Gadjah Mada University. I memorized it clearly because she was a number before me in the absent. She was a really helpful mate, one that always have a smile in the face. I always thought she was one amazing woman, being able to smile while I went grumbling all day.
I forgot when was the last time I saw her, probably in my last year of college. Argh, I really had a bad memory... I am truly sorry about this, mate. But believe me, Gita, your spot will never be taken.
Have a wonderful journey, Gita. I will miss you, mate.

23 seems to be a blink of eye
Seems like just yesterday we celebrate our first year in that college
Felt like it was just last month we still chat about our lectureer and their subjects

23 seems too young to go
Looks like you still have your dream stayed unfulfilled
Felt like there's so many things you still wanted to achieve

23 seems fly by so fast
By the moment I realized
23 years has passed you by, giving me only a year to catch up

Then 23 just stopped
yet I still can't run into it.


23 is yours, and hopefully mine to pass it with my life.


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Tikki Mahayanti
it's true, mate... you don't know something meant to you, until the thing pass you by... today, I shed my tear for you, mate.

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